a heavy heart

"Making the decision to have a child - it's momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking outside your body."
--Elizabeth Stone

Tomorrow at 12:45, I will watch my heart go walking away with the doctors at Children's Mercy & I am pretty sure I will cry my eyes out. I can already feel the sting of tears in my eyes as I write this.

Our little Jett Jett is having a surgical procedure done tomorrow. It is a very routine procedure, & not too serious, but of course as a mother, I can't help but have some anxiety. He will have to be put under anesthesia, which means that he won't be in my arms where I can keep him safe. I have to put my trust in the doctors, nurses, but most of all in my Lord to keep my little baby boy safe while I cannot. Everything should be completed within 2.5 hours, & we should be headed home no later than 4p.m. 4 p.m. can't get here fast enough.

So, if you are reading this, please keep our family in your prayers. Thank you so much! I will keep you posted!